Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Happy B'day & Happy Father's day to MY LOVELY DADDY!!!

I cant explain nowadays i always dream about u daddy, This afternoon you had called and told me something, i really know how you feel and i cant bear my tears when i hang up the phone, I wanna tell u, Daddy, i really love you and i really wanna make you proud, i really wanna make u happy! whatever it takes and no matter how hard it is I really have desire to make u happy !!



Daddy, Every year, your birthday reminds me how grateful I am that you are my father.
Throughout the years, you’ve worked so hard to provide us a happy life,
You’ve been there to help and give advice and you did it all without strife.

A dad who fulfills all his duties,
I want you to know, you're with me in spirit wherever I go.
You may have thought I didn't see or that I hadn't heard Life lessons that you taught to me But I got every word.
Perhaps you thought I missed it all and that we'd grow apart. But Dad, I picked up everything, It's written on my heart.

Without you, Dad, I wouldn't be
The woman I am today. You built a strong foundation that No one can take away.
I've grown up with your values and I'm very glad I did.

My father is essential to My life and happiness.
My feelings are so strong for him,
My heart cannot express.
There's so much more about my dad that I would like to say,
But now I'll end by saying to you Dad,
That is why on this day each year, I pray all your wishes come true..
Today we celebrate your life, Happy birthday and Happy Fathers day to the best dad I know, A father I love and respect.



A pray for Lovely Daddy..
Lord, please bless our fathers,
these men who mean so much to us,
who are greatly responsible
for who we are and who we are becoming.
Bless them for having the courage
to do what’s necessary to keep us out of trouble,
for making us do the right thing,
for helping us build our character,
even when it makes us angry;
and bless them for pushing us to do our best,
even when they just want to love us.
Bless our fathers for being our protectors,
for leading us through stormy times to safety,
for making us believe that everything will be all right
and for making it so.
Bless our fathers for quietly making a living
to provide for those they love most,
for giving us food, clothing, shelter
and other necessary and not so necessary material things,
for unselfishly investing time and money in us
that they could have spent on themselves.
Bless our fathers, Lord,
for saving some energy for fun,
for leading us on adventures
to explore the outer reaches of ourselves,
for making us laugh,
for being our playmates and our friends.
Bless them for being our secure foundation, our rock,
for holding on tight to us...until it’s time to let us go.
Lord, bless these men we look up to,
our role models, our heroes,
our fathers.
In Jesus’ name we pray, Amen

Monday, June 14, 2010

imperfection


Nothing is better than to just be ourself. We think, we try to make ourself as good as we wanna be and its just because we want everybody to keep on eye on our look, our appearance, neither a women or a men, everybody wanna look fabulous, isnt it ? as the time goes by,we might be realise that its not a necessary anymore, as a human we are far from perfect but our imperfection is not an Alibi for us to not to keep develop ourself. its a human nature if most of us appraise a person by their appearance, we live in this truly realistic world..agree? yes just admit it. :) ok, the point i talk about imperfection is because i just realised that actually, i dont have to force myself so hard to satisfy others opinion bout me..,hmm.. its their choice if they couldnt accept and its not my fault.. i try to be the best and i must be good for sure, but i must know my ability.. one thing, the truly beauty is inside us not just outside..Afterall, i just need to be with a person that could accept my imperfection, which is a person that could make me feel perfect when that person and I together as one and say 'hey im not seeking for a perfect person but a person that could make me feel perfect because she/he is my precios one'. sweet! isnt it? so why we try so hard to be somebody else ? =) Im sure God will send me The One, lets wait for His time and let His will be done. He know us better than ourself. Im His beloved daughter, His Precious. Love u Papah JC.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

My dumbness


i remembered when my friend said 'FLO UR LIFE SEEMS VERY COMPLICATED' hmm.. i smile at him without saying anything, but im started to think that "hell yeah my life is complicated" i even dont know what should i do. ive been thinking always how could i succeed, i just wanna make a better life, but as always Im a followers, i realise that i should make a transform but still i dont know how to interpret it. everybody thought i dont care about my own life, my future, my family.. ooops..ure totally have the wrong idea about me, ive cried and everyday im trying to find out how to be a thinkers and stop to being a followers, hmm im trying to be assertive.. nobody knows, nobody cares, this is my life, everybody keep giving me advice but see?? afterall they left me without saying any words, i just dont know why a person could lift u up, inspiring, motivating but they also could leave pain inside u without a reason. u know what ? it hurts. ive failed so many times to manage my life, but i have no doubt, i believe i will be what i wanna be. because i know i can and just need some effort, dreams will be true because we chase for it right? hmm.. i dont know why nowadays im feelin so blue and ive made some stupid things.. i hope life could be better each and everyday.. in other thought, i need someone to lead me, to lean on when im down but that someone has gone because of my stupidity to not listen to his words. im sorry and i just wanna wish u well. well, as always regret always come late after we realise it..